I tried on a mermaid dress the other day, and waddled two steps before stripping it off;
I saw how it snagged on my hips and clutched at my chest,
the same way I gripped the towels we tripped in so many years ago—
our hair, stringy and streaming from the community pool
while parents shouted warnings behind us.
It was the first time I felt so conscious of my choices,
scraping our bare skin on wet cement, and later
howling as alcohol rubbed those stone splinters loose
those sticky pearls, still clad in our chlorine
as Beauty was born from the sea.
Then I freed the bodice from my breasts and it billowed
down, cresting the curves of my calves as I
tumbled, top-first, to the tulle at my
toes. I still carry
bumps that rise like molehills from my knees
and our painless flight in my laughter.