some nights i dream i’m opaque again by Evangeline Goodman

the air hums in borrowed colors—
someone's laughter drips down the wall
and the floor is made of eyes,
all blinking toward everything but me.

i wear a name stitched from static,
a body drawn in pencil light.
voices bloom like glass in the dark—
i touch one and it shatters into rain.

their joy bends gravity.
mine folds inward,
a secret room with no door,
a pulse that echoes the wallpaper's sigh.

somewhere, music spills from the ceiling,
its rhythm forgets to hold me.
i move my lips and lose the language,
watch syllables dissolve into dust.

in the reflection of the crowd,
i see a hundred faces stitched together
to form a single stranger—
and realize it's mine.